bump`n to total - i don`t wanna smile

i`m so tired right now...it`s about 1:30. damn for like 1-2 weeks i`ve been at my bf`s house everyday.feels like i live there now.lols.finally got some freedom yesterday.i went to disneyland with tori,tung,lisa and kevin.it was alright.sure isn`t the happiest place on earth when all the good rides are broken or the lines are like 1 1/2 or 2 hours wait.that`s just gay.at least i got to ride indiana jones.best ride there.i bought like all this stuff.haha.i bought a stitch stuffed animal and necklaces and stuff like that.expensive ass crap.i got home like around...2-ish.went right to sleep.for some reason my bf was awake when i called looking for my brother.it got me thinking but im gonna take those dirty thoughts out my head.i trust him and if he says he isn't then he isn't...hopefully.thursday was turkey day!!! i went out to go eat at phuong trang on convoy.then i came home and my auntie and uncle and joe was there.gave reuben directions to my house and den i left to the video store with my sister and joe.rented like 49035890345759207490237403278490 movies.i came home and reuben,terri,tiff and lena and the baby was there.omg she`s so grown up.so adorable.den i chilled with reuben and the baby for like an hour and den my sis took my girl cuzins to go do their nail.then i left to my bf's house for thanksgiving.it turned out good.i had fun that day.i picked up j and den came back to quoc's house for the food.then we went to the movies and saw "elf" that`s such a cute movie. linh was being gay lol she kept caressing my head and touching me.ewwww.lol i came home around 3.well imma go rest now kinda sleepy.waiting for my gay bf to call me.i guess i`ll go take a shower.oh yeah my  mom`s taking care of this newborn.she`s the cutest thing ever! hahah...kae now imma go.buh biiiees

Bump`n to - stephen - last cry

oh man what a wack ass weekend...yesterday i was drink`n wid budda n lesdy.i guess i was hella buzzed cuh i dont even member wtf was going through my head.everyone`s like damn nigga wtf were you doing last night cuh u sound outta it...i dont even member talkin to no one last night. cept for christian.haha.let's recapped what's happened in the past weeks...

well since the 6th cuh that's as far back as i can member...

6th - i went to see matrix revolution with the homies. it was a good movie. freakin` i fell asleep but i doubt i missed much..probably 15 mins.haha when i woke up they were still in the same scene talking!! wtf?
7th - it was my 6 month anniversary with my baby. i went to the mall with my cuhz mimi since her 10 months was comin up too. couldn't find anything at mission so we went to uhh...horton.picked up anthony on the way lol.yup anthony was my bf for the day.jp jp.awww should of seen us.we were so cute holding pinky`s lol.i dropped him off and then mimi and me went to buy some food for budda n my bf.drove to my bf's new house.then i came home and had some drama wid a certain person...i came home around 3 n fell asleep.shit it gets hella cold at 3 in the morning i couldn't feel mah toes.haha.on saturday i went to lisa's house to get some food but by the time me and my sis got there everyone was drunk n der was no food so me and my sis took kevin to go buy food.around 10 i called lisa to see where she was.she went to a colorguard comp. and she would of been home around 1130.i left to tungs place to return his car.(my future car) i came home around...12 and knocked out.i went to eat pho in the morning with my sister and den stacey picked me up to take me to her house to kick it.she left me there with my bf.lol.she had to take linh back up to la for school.all i did there was sleep for like....5-6 hours.fucking my bf woke up in the middle of the night and went to eat.fucking weirdo.hai took me home around 11.monday and tuesday we had no school and it was pretty wack.i couldn't go anywhere cuh my mom said i spent like 100 bucks this week already and she wasn't gonna gimme more money.fuck! haha.on thursday i went to the mall and i saw the new g-unit shoes.imma  buy me those for xmas.special present for myself.=) chil said he was gonna get me em but that nigga`s straight lying.haha.friday i spent a couple house at my bf's house before he left to sacramento for the weekend for something.my sister went clubbing last night and she came home around i guess 3-4.dude i woke up early today for nothing.watta bitch.so much homework to do but i aint gonna do it cuh i dont know how! lol.oh well...my eye feels hella swollen.my brother said i got bit by like a spider or something.it hurts and i could barely open my eyes.blahhhhhhh.

i talked to stacey and she was being real nasty.lol she was like oh yeah u can get wid my son.i was like lol ur gay.imma leave ur brother for your kid who's like 4.lol.

BaBy x W i Ck eD: shit fuck you stacey i`m going for kenny
BaBy x W i Ck eD: hahha
ldybroknharted: hahhaha
ldybroknharted: o shit
BaBy x W i Ck eD: imma get me a lido cutie pie
BaBy x W i Ck eD: lol
ldybroknharted: then i am going to be a grandma one day
BaBy x W i Ck eD: hahahhaa
ldybroknharted: when he can bust a nut
ldybroknharted: lol
BaBy x W i Ck eD: lol
 
talk about the whole family tree stacey...lols
 
well imma head out now.when somethng interesting happens i`ll be back.

Happy Halloweenie Everyoneeeeeeeeeeeeee. I went trick o treating for like almost an hour. Had to take the lido cousins to collect candy FOR ME.Haha. It was fun I saw a grip of homies I knew. Party tomorrow at Prisicilla's. Time to get FUCKED UP.Haha sike. Well today started off slow and boring. I think I woke up too early. Went to the haunted hotel last night and that shit was a trip.Had fucking Exorcist and 13 ghosts and all them scary movies. We had to walk through body bags and shit.I was hella scared.LoL.Came home around 12 I think.My sis ain't come home till like fucking 8 in the morning and she got bitched at.Shit when I do that I don't get THAT bitched at.=D She's fucking 23 and I'm only 16.=P.Phong and Vu dropped off J at my house today and we was kicking it.Having our fun.We came home around...6 and she left.I went trick o treating with the lil kids.I finally saw that viet guy that lives a block away from me.=D =D Man that nigga is fioneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.LoLz. I wanted to jock him but nah I got a man.Faithful to him.Haha.Dude so many guys trying to talk to me but I gotta dust em off.LOL.JPPPPPPPPPP. Went to McDonalds again and I saw Tia and Spin behind us. Well imma find some shit to do since everyone else is out.Peas 0uttttttttttttttt. Oh yeah HAPPY 17TH BIRTHDAY TO LANGIAO. WHOOOO HOO get ready for your dozen oranges. =D BYEEEEEEEEEEEEEEe

B YoUnGiN: *you have been tapped by stevens magic wand*you are now a: bamboo*

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Here I am AT HOME-BORED...watching a stupid show called Rich Girls...I don't really see why they have their own show...because they have money and want to show the world how stupid and retarded they can act. And they call that NORMAL? Geez...people these days.Anyways, I would be at my boyfriends house right now if his dorkbutt would pick up the frigg`n phone...I just notice that whenever I have the perfect chance to go out, he doesn't take advantage of it but when I can't go out he gets all gay and mad about it.Watta fagget boyfriend.Guess that's why I love him so much.SIKE.It's the other things that makes me love him. Everyone wonders why I`m actually with him. It's strange. The age difference and everything. It's two different minds that are trying to become somewhat alike.I wonder that about myself too but I don't know. I think that about my sister too...why is she with someone who practically the whole family hates and treats her like nothing.I guess girls are blind by love.=X.Wednesdays...so boring...FUCK I need to find a life or something. Suppose to go trick or treating this Friday with my sister, Be and Da. Fairies and a sponge bob...oh what the fuck?Haha...Probably go catch a movie this weekend.Wanted to see Texas Chainsaw Massacre but damn fire. OMG...that freaking dude that thought he would shoot a fire gun thingy to find his friend is a retarded.Nigga dun burned half the city down and parts of other cities too.Who would of thought something used to send signals burnt down lower california.ANYWAYS...enough about the fire crap...depressing// Peter came over today.I guess he just got outta camp.Heard he was locked up with Burntee and the homie.Then all these other niggas came that just got outta jail and stuff.Weird shit...when people just get outta jail or camp, they immediately come to MY house to play chess and shit.funny.Haha.Welps it's about to be 10 so imma find some shit to do before I call my loving boyfriend up and bitch and complain.LoLx...
Em Yeu Anh...5.7.o3 Forever `nd Always